Past abortion Trigger warnings

[Apollo_blue]

I need some help . It’s been a year since I had a termination. It took awhile to get over . Luckily I had supportive friends . The guy I was with said he would be their for me but never was . He was there when I had the termination that’s it . Saw I always felt like he was only there to make sure I did it . It is upsetting and I slowly was in a better place until today . Basically the booklet I had for information after the abortion was out in plain sight in my hallway . I don’t know how it got there etc . I still live at home and I think my mum or even sister has seen it . This has set me back I’m really anxious and feel very sick etc . As I never told my family . I hope they just knocked the box over and didn’t see it . I don’t remember putting it in a box in plain sight . I’m literally an emotional mess . I really can’t face the day tomorrow as I’ll be on edge . Waiting for the most awkward conversation just can’t cope with it at all .