Devastated 💔

Hi guys not been on a while been dealing with lots of issues with the pregnancy

Gestational diabetes

Very high blood pressure

Very high thyroid

All combined isn’t good or ideal being pregnant . My dr has referred me to a consultant for termination as my body is struggling with pregnancy I’m 9+1 weeks and everyday is getting more and more but I’m in waiting list . I’m just so tired and ready to get whatever needs doing . I’m currently on steroids as my arthritis has flared badly so my dr has said at some

Point possibly my baby could be deformed so it’s not a risk fair on baby so the decision I’ve made is very hard but kind on baby . I’m 40 and have 3 Children already so my life is in a good place but at moment not right now . Sorry if I’ve been distant but I will be back soon promise thanks for your support in past hopefully you all can forgive and understand my decisions as I do feel heartbroken but feel it’s for the best 😔😢

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

You've got nothing to be sorry for lovely

I'm really really sorry for you and I you know I'm here for you whenever you want to talk. I won't repeat what iv said in pm. I know you've done all you can and if there was another way you would jump to it.

Just know I'm praying for you sending you huge hugs and lots of love 💗💗🤗😘😘