I'm about 6 weeks gone now and it was a total shock when I found out. I had come of my pill and honestly wasn't expecting to fall as quickly as I did. Also I really don't think I thought it all through very well.
I've been so unwell since finding out, pretty much sick every day. I can't eat or drink and I feel miserable, I can't even be in my own house because the smell is making me heave. I'm unable to look after my 10 month old dog nor am I able to be there for my partner emotionally (who's mother is suffering from cancer, about 11 different types).
I am only 22 and haven't really achieved anything in life so far. At the moment I'm thinking of all the other options I have without being pregnant or tied down to a partner who is looking to settle. I had so many plans and dreams that just won't happen now.
Abortion is not something I could do easily and it would be so difficult for me to go for that choice, I'd also lose my partner and house but I almost don't feel ready for that part of life just yet.
I don't know what to do and I feel like a terrible person for it all. Also talking to my partner is not easy. He is however aware of how I'm feeling to some extent.