unfinished business

[bungi1961]

I have been having very painful farts today and had 2 keep going loo just in case !!!! I have suffered with IBS&Diverticular Disease 4 the last 3/4 years had 2 colonoscopies in a month 6/7 polyps removed 1st time and 3/4 more the 2nd time so my bowel and body didn't fully recover in between given a FODMAP DIET leaflet as I have said in earlier messages and fed up with repeating the same old stuff over & over again that was early 2021 I had 2 FIT tests done as there was blood in my poop sometimes still having problems Jan/Feb this year yet another colon scan slightly better as each time the prep was awful each time as when you are having diahrea and constipation it's no laughing matter I am forever wearing these paper pants ( Tena ) and they cost a small fortune ( sorry about my spelling's ) as I am taking colomint,mebervine,buscopans,co-codamols all ways in fear of what will come out of me all the time as it can be solid poop forced 9 times out of 10 and I can sit on the loo 4 what appears 2 be a life time going then forever scared that I will " un"block myself 2 the watery stuff I can't control and end up messing myself even indoors so I have given up trying 2 venture out as IF I have 2 go 2 anything medical it feels like climbing a mountain yes I have spoken 2 someone from the LIFT team no use at all on tablets 4 anxiety not much use my hubby does some of our shopping but he is getting older all I can say thanks 4 online shopping I do try and eat but even that is a nightmare 4 me 2 do HELP PLEASE as well before all this stuff I could eat 4 england and lost loads of weight and see food as the enemy now well and truly fed up with it all now