I have severe fears that I am going to die soon. I feel like life is a constant struggle. I find it hard to do the most basic things that others take for granted.
I gasp for air upon walking 100 yards outside. I have to double over frequently to regain my composure.
Sometimes I feel that my husband thinks I a being lazy or just not keeping up on purpose.
As for my family,I do not think I can burden them with the way I feel.
Dying is a real possibility and yet people seem to want to "gee me up" say I am being negative or just not see that it's real.
Just wanted to air that.
Thanks for listening