Went back to former (ablation) surgeon. He took me immediately because had cancelation.
Saw this lump, bumped someone from surgery next day and operated next morning.
Very infected, removed pacemaker. In hospital to see if infection responds.
Another pacemaker will be installed asap.
they are waiting to determine if its safe to release me without a PM or if i need stay in hospital until infection clears.
Surgery to remove this large encapsulated "lump" over pacemaker (think tennis ball size) was scheduled for next Wednesday. I canceled for following reasons:
It took a call to surgeons dept head for her to even discuss this with me.
Surgeons recurring insistence that possibilty of infection is very high;
Was advised not to discontinue blood thinner before surgery.
I have been asking her to address this issue for 11 months. I'm told it could have simply been aspirated in office if she hadnt ignored it.
Lastly (irrationally) the date she is available is the same date that I lost my brother (in 86) and husband (in 92) due to illness/ heart issues.
I am awaiting word from the surgeon that did my ablation to see if he'd consider doing this procedure. He is 3 hours away. He is the most egotistical, condescending doctor (think House) I've ever met...but he is brillant and I trust him completely.
I moved to a rural area and this situation has shown me the lack of quality health care providers in my area. I have seen 4 doctors concerning this and all have said "it's nothing", a bit of swelling" and would "disappear ". Meanwhile it has grown larger and more painful by the week.
I feel as a 63 yr woman, they simply dismiss my concerns....it is very disheartening.
I appreciate being able to vent and to see my reasoning in "print". It helps me to realize cancelling was a good decision....