So here it is. I am back to work - it’s not been bad, with full support being offered and a phased return.
My thoughts at the moment are steady, my mood has stabilised in part I think due to the lamotrigine I am taking for he Trigeminal Neuralgia. I wonder if my acceptance of my current situation is or could be allowing be to be subconsciously victim to this condition.
I am taking it easy on my return to work, I feel I am capable of more - much more than my current role and I find it very frustrating that I am not reaching my potential. But then am I? Is this it? Have I reached where I am going to be due to this bastard of an illness or can I do more and if I do will I make myself worse??
Sorry to ramble - any thoughts advice welcome.