How long did it take for this to be real in your lives? I'm almost a year in and I feel like I'm still in a dream/nightmare. That I'm going to wake up because things keep getting worse and theres no way they can get worse or more complicated. This can't be real. This week another new symptom I've never heard pops up two days after a 3 day vacatation in the hospital. Oh and brain fog...my worst enemy. I honestly don't think i remember what NO brain fog feels like anymore. Missing even the teeny tiny bit of normalcy...teeny tiny. Somebody pinch me.