I'm done with everything

[AlexZaharia02]

I'm done with motivation I've tried them and didn't succeed them I wish I was dead but I can't because I'm too coward to do it

[Bee-bop]

Hi AlexZahari02,

Replied to your other post and hope you can use some of the things that were said there to help. Also, maybe talk to your Dr , family -anyone you trust, or as NotJim suggested a helpline. There is also kooth which is text based online that provides support for young people.

At present it sounds like you are in a very unhappy place and I hope that it turns around for you soon. Try to concentrate on the things you enjoy as this can help.

[AlexZaharia02 in reply to Bee-bop]

Tried them and didn't worked

[Bee-bop in reply to AlexZaharia02]

Which one did you try and they didn't work?

[bambinos]

***I've prayed for you xx God can heal wounds and things that people and pills simply cannot - I know from experience!*** Though it does sound like you also need some human contact, someone who will guide you to and motivate you to get in contact with services that can help. Is there really no one in your life who could come for a cuppa and listen as you spill it all out? Who will be there with you as you call a service that can then give you sound advice and encouragement? Someone who can research what is available in your area? I have no idea what area you are in and what is available there... but I do know, in my early 20's I had a mentor who I would meet for a coffee... sometimes I would be miserable and just need to offload. She would listen and encourage me and though i would still be miserable, I would also feel safe knowing I was seeing her again soon. Sometimes I would be motivated, but have no idea how to get out of the hole I was in, and she would literally tell me what services to contact, what I needed to prepare. She had all the info where I had none! I would sometimes contact services, phone for a job right there with her, which was an amazing support for me. I wonder if there are any services in your area that would support you in this way. probably only takes a Google search to find out, and a phonecall. I believe I got her through 'the information shop for young people' a service which was there in the town to help young people, I'd been going there since I was 16. It is closed down now (I'm 36 btw) but it was immeasurably helpful, and I truly believe if you would access a service, specifically for people with autism, it would be immeasurably helpful to you. Please please just make that move. it could change everything! It may not be overnight or easy, but the support and guidance and friendship is there, if you would only take the first step to seek it out.I shall continue to pray for you, to God, through Jeasus Christ, our SAVIOUR, who saves us in any and all ways.

Take good care xxx

[AlexZaharia02 in reply to bambinos]

Why would you bring religion and jesus was never a god just a messenger and a prophet

[bambinos in reply to AlexZaharia02]

Your original post made me so sad and worried for you that I felt compelled to reply, as others have, with info and encouragement that may be of help based on knowledge and/or experience. I'm sorry if I have offended you, that was certainly not my intention. Unfortunately my Saviour seems to offend a lot of people nowadays. But I will never deny what Jesus has done for me in this life, completely transforming it, and also what He has done for me eternally. To some, hearing what Jesus has done for others is encouraging, an eye opener, a way forward, a beginning. And to others, sadly, it isn't. My intention was never to upset or agitate.

[AlexZaharia02 in reply to bambinos]

Jesus this jesus that whatever....