Hey guys,
Posted a while ago - not sure if you all recall but had pneumothorax that eventually healed after pretty brutal chest drain. I'd been struggling with the anxiety when getting twinges (which is to be expected) etc. as I think it's all happening again!
Anyway, I'd been doing okay recently. I'd started running again and playing tennis (before this happened exercise was very beneficial for my mental health) and I was feeling great - however, I pushed myself too much over the weekend and my chest was feelling quite uncomfortable. On Monday I was getting really anxious, and pretty much had a panic attack. The first I've had for a long time. I went to the docs who took all my stats and confirmed I was okay and it was the anxiety execertbating things. Since then, every day has been a challenge - am feeling odd as I type this. But it helps to get it all down, particularly to this community. I'm doing okay but again feel the anxiety is taking over me - and I was doing so well - but perhaps I need to slow down and accept the recovery is going to take longer than I thought. I'm sorry to rant, and I'm sorry that I only seem to come on here when I'm feeling anxious and don't respond more. But I really need to get this all down and you guys have been so supportive in the past. Thanks for listening! Mark