Freedom

[Sandrute2]

I saw people sleeping on the streets. It is bad without home. I saw birds and animals in small cages in zoo. People can come and go and animals they stay.

I don't know how long will I live and I pray.

Good bye for everybody I never come back. I feel people dont like me.

Wish you good luck.

FREEDOM I FEEL. not freedom from death.

But freedom from the place where I am.

I feel so sad I cry every day I dont know how long will I live

Nobady can help me just me. And I go for a walk I remember that something is not good with my walking. I want to walk to visit places. I want to have family and child. But I am to weak. I think god will help me. I dont dont know how long will I live. I never took a pil or any treatment I dont like it. I just want some water and go for a walk with my family.

[Annie31]

These are very sad words you say. People aren't telling you to go and it isn't that they don't like you, it's just they have tried to help but we don't really understand what it is you want help with.

As far as I can tell you have trouble walking that you are worried about because you smoke and have done so for a few years. You seem to be really obsessed over this. When anybody feels as bad as you do over your health and your life then it's usually caused by an illness called Health Anxiety. This is a horrible way to feel all the time and you need to go to your doctor and tell him/her that you feel very sad, depressed and constantly worrying about health.

Can I ask , do you live in the UK? Are you lonely and isolating because of the Covid pandemic?

[skischool]

Please stay,i am a bit embarrassed that some on this site have given you rather blunt answers to your many questions and they have not the patience to quietly find out how we can help you.We are used to helping people with known conditions similar to our own and perhaps that is why people are slightly confused with your plight.Perhaps if you only pose one question a day we may be able to help you both understand whatever condition you feel you may have and how to manage that condition or if we don't know the answers we can help you find someone who does wherever you live.?

Best wishes Ski's and his Scruffy cat.

🙃😺

[hypercat54 in reply to skischool]

You don't need to be embarrassed on my behalf skis as I have my big girl pants on I still loves you most of the time but not always. Still be a funny old world if we all agreed all the time.

[MELNEL]

Hi there, I feeling very sad when reading your message here. And see that you say goodbye because people don't like you .... that's a very sad thing to write....if I am honest I never saw a post from you.

But to leave so quickly without even meet members here and give them a chance to respond to your message, give them some time to help you.

I don't understand why you wrote that no one likes you? You joined in this month I believe a lot just don't saw your post and just don't know you jet. But I tell you here and now that you can meet a lot of extremely friendly members here who have the same problems then yourself.

But you can believe me that everyone on here try the best to help you. But you need to give us some time to respond to you ☺️.

So just take a bit of your time and read all the message you get here. I believe everyone will try to show you that you are NOT alone here. Including myself, I have COPD and Eosinophilic asthma and struggle a lot, to do any physical activities it's very hard, but I still trying, we all here trying. And giving others a little push to feel better. So I hope we getting some response back 🌹🌹🌹🌹 you are not alone don't forget this. Please take care of yourself 🙏🙏🙏 🌺🌺🌺

[Maricopa]

I like hearing from you.

[corriena]

You said in a earlier post you have not got a copd diagnosis but your dr thinks it is anxiety. did dr do lung function test? And are you being treated for anxiety? I think you need to go back to your gp and explane to dr how you feel. We cant diagnose you we can only offer advice from are own experiences. And i get the feeling you may need more professional help than we can give. Please phone gp on monday and let us know how things are going.

[Blackbird8]

Hi Sandrute Are you quoting from your own life or that of a pigeon?

There is some poetry on google and the albums are called just that 'Pigeons'...

They seem to describe in words pretty much how a pigeon sees the world through his eyes and I just wondered if you had replicated other poets or these were your own ideas..

It was just a thought of mine I had regarding your posts but I do apologise if I have taken things out of context .

I hope you manage to find a way to stay around for a while at least and share what you feel .

It will help you and us a great deal to understand things better 💜❤💚

Thomas Hardy wrote a poem called

The Blind Bird ..you may want to look at that one to

[katieoxo60]

Sandrute2, you sound a bit sad , don.t be hasty it takes time to get to know people. We are trying to welcome you and get to know you also. It seems you do need to seek medical advice which we cannot give . Best wishes.

[Hacienda]

You look like my Dear German Friend "Katarina" Your Writing sounds like Her when we Talked together & emailed messages. alas my Dear Katy passed almost 1 year ago. I miss her so much. Stay Safe & well . xxx C.

[leo60]

Hi Sandrute, don't go my lovely, stay awhile. Give people here a chance to get to know you and to understand the way you speak to us 🙂 Please talk to a doctor, you say no one can help you, only you, but a doctor can help you help yourself. Gather up some strength and make that call, please🙏 and let us know how you get on thinking of you xx

[Alberta56]

Hello there. Don't leave us. We're here to support each other. Best wishes- I hope things start to look up and the only pigeons you find are fit and healthy ones.

[tomc]

HELLO Sandrute. you have a lot more friends than you realise, there are people you merely meet on the passing of a day, the post man the dairy man and the messages checkout and delivery boy that you pay.

There are people on site that have shown they care, by the kind responses they have posted and concern they have shown today.

Our Lord, Jesus Christ is always there, in every plight or despair he is always there and although you may feel down and secluded (in some way) remember these words People do care and the lord hears your prayer.

With loving feeling towards you today, you are in our thoughts and your willing to share.

[Kristicats]

Sorry been off here a few days and have just made a comment on your post re breathing problems a few days ago. Do you live in UK?

[Sandrute2 in reply to Kristicats]

I lived in Uk before. Now not.