I do think of leaving this world, fighting landlords enviromental health and my solicitors advising them against me.

[Janisapp]

I have respiratory problems, 4mnths after moving into this house, it's like asthma but always here. can't climb stairs without gasping. the landlords have attacked and harassed me, found out my mum passed away 1 week b4 i was put on clinically severally vulnerable, my medical records prove I had no problems b4 hand. I have ptsd have no one now mum gone, lonliness is like a dark blanket covering u, u slowly disappear

[Maricopa]

I’m sorry your feeling low at the moment. I’ve been to dark places myself. I’m 63 & I have learned life can look very different in just a day. Nothing stays the same and things will change for you and you won’t be feeling so depressed. Please see a Dr. about antidepressant. Call a hotline or someone you know to vent to. Don’t do anything drastic. Things will get better!

[Corin1950]

Sorry to read this, Janis. I don’t know whether you can change your living circumstances but please see a doctor who may be able to help you via some counselling. Losing your mum has deeply affected you. Please don’t do anything rash. There are friends here you can talk to. Things always seem worse at night and when you are shielding it’s hard not to feel isolated. Most of us have had ups and downs during this pandemic.

Take good care of yourself.

X

[Hacienda]

Please Pick up your Phone and Phone The Samaritans, Quicker this way to REACH Help. Have a Talk to them then make a GP Appointment. Feel for you Hun. Stay Calm. Please let us Know how you Get on. xxx

[sassy59]

Hello Janisapp, you must feel total despair at this very difficult time. You can always contact people such as the Samaritans, Crisis or Calm. These people are there for you so please reach out and talk to someone. There is help out there and your GP should be able to help too.

Don’t give up, you’re grieving for your dear mum so try and seek help.

Please stay in touch and let us know how things are going. Thinking of you. Xxxx🌈

[JerryMaren]

Hi the peple who’ve replyed gave u good advise stuff will get beter. Hope ur feelin a bit more posetive now the days here. Meybe fone someone today, or go on the mind website 2day? Good luck and don’t give up x

[Patsy164]

Hi Janisapp I know how you are feeling as I was the same when my Mum passed. I had people around me and I still felt alone. You are a beautiful lady with A lovely little dog. Please ring someone, it would be very beneficial to you. I found speaking to a stranger, councillor or specialist person helped me so much when I was very low. Maybe to find a support group as it does help to talk to likewise people who are suffering the same as you makes you feel that you are not alone. A bereavement group as well. The samaritans would probably give you numbers to ring or webpages to go on to get help.

samaritans.org/

cruse.org.uk/get-help/copin...

Good luck and thinking of you. xxx

[Damon1864 Volunteer]

Hi Janisapp, please get in touch with someone and get help. You are grieving for your dear mum and I know that can make you feel really low and alone. But you aren't alone, we are always here for you and get an appointment with your GP he/she will be able to help. You need to be strong you can get through this. And you have your lovely little dog 🐶 for company. I know I rely on my little dog Jack so much and it's nice knowing he is there for me. Please let us know how you get on and remember we are all here for you. Take care and have a great day 😊 Bernadette and Jack xxxx 🌈

[cofdrop-UK]

So sorry to hear of the passing of your dear Mum Janisapp. Sorry too you are struggling so very much. Good advice from your friends above. Cruise are amazing, that is if you have someone you gel with. It is important you gel with them, if not, they should understand well and find someone else who you do gel with.

Good luck

Cx

[MoyB]

I have had low points in my life and things have seemed so bleak. Thankfully, I have been helped through them and come out the other side where the sun seemed to shine again. I think you really need to talk things through with someone who is outside your normal circle. Friends can help, but in my experience, you can't beat having someone who is detached from the situation and who you can rant and rave at if that's what you need to do. I have benefited from counselling in the past and have only needed a few sessions each time - long enough to get everything off my chest and see light at the end of the tunnel.

Please phone someone. I believe you can text the Samaritans if you don't want to talk directly to someone in the first instance. I am sure it will help.

Hang on in there! Things always look better in daylight.

xx Moy

[watergazer]

Sorry to hear this Janis- being at a low point you can't see a way out- please pick up a phone and talk to either a mind healthline, GP or Samaritans or even 999 as there are mental health teams attached to most these days Talking helps to release some pressure. Take care, stay strong xxAnita

[Ergendl]

So sorry to hear about your situation, Janisapp. You must be feeling devastated now your Mum has gone - I struggled for months when my Mum died. Thanks for reaching out to us here. Do try to contact some of the people others have suggested here. Your doctor, the Samaritans, and Mind will all be able to give you support through this dark time, even though they may not be able to take the emotional pain away. All the best, M.