I just wanted to say that I am not a softy as regards to all the procedures which I have had over the nearly 11 years of me having this lung cancer which is in both lungs. It will be 11 years in December 2019. Over the years I have had many Ct scans, MRI scans, and pet scans, I have coped very well. I have had many biopsies taken under local anaesthetic and general anaesthetic when they need to get in to my lungs and take larger biopsies. In 2008 I had half of my left lung removed which is very invasive and then again in 2010 the cancer had returned but this time in both lungs so my surgeon decided to knock me out and take larger biopsies from the right lung. Since then I have had Ct scans every 3 months for coming up 11 years. I thought I was doing well until they did another needle biopsy while I was awake and then it all went terribly wrong, I was relieved that the Radiologists had managed to get the biopsies but then I felt like my chest was being crushed and I was struggling to breathe and then that is when I asked the team of radiologist and nurses , I asked if my lungs had collapsed? They said " No, why do you ask"? the nurse asked me, I said that I felt like I couldn't breathe and that I was disappearing or they were disappearing and I just went out like a light. I woke up hours later paralysed all on my left side and I could not talk and no one could understand me. I knew then what had happened to me. I knew that I had a stroke but later on they informed me that I had a cardiac arrest and I was out for 5 minutes or so. They said it was caused by a air embolism which was brought on from having the needle biopsy. Since then I have heart flutters and there is nothing the doctors can do as I don't have a heart problem as I went for a second opinion privately. Yes I think anxiety can bring these heart flutters on and then when I go for certain procedures I get tensed. I must tell you all that I never used to get anxious about little procedures until one day after having my usual CT scan, one of the radiologist asked me " how are you feeling"? I replied " I am ok thank you" then the Radiologist said " well that's good and he went on to say that they had a few that went wrong that morning. Since then I have learnt that the contrasting dye can seep through our veins into our bodies and make us feel poorly and if this happens well then they have to stop it immediately. I just wish that the Radiologists had never mentioned that it went wrong for other patients. I see my Oncologist tomorrow Wednesday and I will ask him if I can have a CT scan either every 6 months like I used to have or in the future have no Contrasting Dye.
Sorry to babble on but I needed to get this off my chest.