Hello all, new forum member here. Sorry if this post is a bit long....I'm predicting it may be...
The question I have, is how do you know if you have anxiety/panic attacks caused by asthma, or does asthma cause the anxiety? I realize that it's a bit of a chicken and egg problem with no easy answer.
I'm 49 years old, male, non smoker, and until this year with the Covid restrictions, exercised fairly regularly. Apart from anxiety/panic attacks and tummy problems, I'm otherwise reasonably healthy.
But a year ago I had to quit my job because my anxiety became overwhelming. I also developed other GERD like symptoms that no amount of treatment has been able to fix. I am permanently bloated, belch hundreds of times a day (I'd be World Champion if there was such a contest), often get a dry throat, always seem to be nasally congested struggling to cough up mucus. I often get palpitations, either weird ectopic heartbeats or a raised pulse for no apparent reason.
In the last few days I've being feeling rather breathless, a bit like my lungs aren't quite working to full capacity. I'm not wheezing but it doesn't feel right. Sometimes I get to the top of the stairs and have to pause, either because my pulse has shot up or I need to gather some oxygen. I recover quickly but I just know deep down that this isn't right. The trouble is that it's easy to say it's anxiety or stress.
Anyway, the reason I've ended up on an asthma forum is after I recently stumbled across this article
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...
and it really got me thinking because the profile fits me so well. I recall many times in the past, over many years, when my chest has felt a bit 'off', a bit tight. Like I said, I never wheeze, but it's not a comfortable feeling. It often accompanies the palpitations. I always feel like I need to cough as the sensation is my throat and esophagus just feel a bit inflamed. Over the years I've had this sensation many times. It often passes. But I remember I've often experienced it out in the fresh air, often when the sun is out.
I also now remember 2 specific incidences - once playing cricket (this was 10 years ago) when I was batting and had to go for a third run after a mis-field. When I made my ground I suddenly just couldn't get enough air into my lungs and it felt like my chest was on fire. For a few frightening seconds I wondered if I was about to expire. If there had been the need for a fourth run I literally wouldn't have been able to do it. Or for the next delivery either (I'd already decided to fake a pulled muscle if I needed to run so soon afterwards).
Then last year, about January time, I was walking up a couple of flights of stairs whilst carrying a fair bit of kit at a snooker club and before I got to the top I suddenly thought "shit, there isn't enough air". At the top I had to wait and calm down. I prayed that nobody at reception came to talk to me because I knew I wouldn't be able to get any words out. At the time I wondered if it was a panic attack but now I'm not so sure.
I even remember going to the GP a few years back asking to have my breath tested because I'd experienced a spell of feeling odd with my breathing. She said everything was fine (in fact she was quite dismissive) and just said it must be anxiety.
But the weird thing is I showed that article to my Dad who is an ex surgeon, fully expecting him to fob it off, but on the contrary he thinks it's very plausible that I have until now undiagnosed mild asthma and that it could be causing the belching, tummy distension, weird heartbeats and the feeling of breathlessness.
I'm going to try and get an appointment tomorrow but with the way the NHS is right now I'm not expecting a referral for a very long time, which worries me should the GP agree that I may need one. Is it possible to get some private advice and in the meantime if I tried someone else's Ventolin inhaler would that be safe to do?
If you got this far, thanks. I'm hoping somebody may be able to reassure me or at least make me feel like I haven't lost the plot.