I have had asthma since i was 3 years old, infact my earliest memory is being on a nebuliser at the dr's... I assumed i outgrew it because i was symptom free for years, untill i had my youngest child. For the last 3 years, i have been in and out of hospital with admissions everytime...
I always present with high sats, high hr (reduces with neb) and variable presence of wheeze. I have also been suffereng with chronic iron deficiency, of which no cause has been found and iron tablets aren't working... My G.P is baffled and has tested me extensively and has found no cause for my asthma worsening and says he has never seen asthma like mine... when i wheeze my symptoms are not to bad, no wheeze i feel awful! Unfortunately as thourough as he has been, he is of the variety that i am only ill when i wheeze which is hardly ever! I also have the issue i am awful at recognising when i go down hill, and when i do go in i have such a fear i wont be taken seriously due to my unusual presentation..
I feel so fed up, and my last asthma attack has affected me and my family so much.. This is the closest call i had, with critical outreach wanting to admit me to ITU due to my abg, which i have no idea what it was...
My husband is constantly waking me up thinking i am struggling as he thought i looked like i was struggling to breathe or if i cough wants me to take my rescue pack.. I switch from feeling guilty for causing so much stress and worry, to thinking it must be in my head as im so weird..
Sorry for the long rant, its just starting to get to me as i hate causing so much fuss and i am so worried about missing uni time as im a student nurse..
So i guess my question is, does severe/brittle asthma always have a cause and can control always be reached? Or do some people just stay brittle?
Thanks
Mel