Had a really bad night with pain last night, got up with the birds, staggered around for a couple hours trying to clear up etc, nearly fell over then just gave up and cried my eyes out. I am now back in bed where I am the most comfortable
Because I suffer with osteoarthritis, fibromyalgia plus anxiety/depression, it sometimes difficult to distinguish one from the other. At the moment, my main concern is the pain I have in my left hip, left leg and lower back. I am due to see the surgeons in August re hip replacement...... I hope. Even though I am on max gabapentin, but ran patches plus paracetamol/ codeine 500/30..... the pain is still relentless. The more I do, the worse it is, even sitting is painful so the only place I am comfortable is in bed, with my v pillow and several other pillows strategically placed!
Is this what my life has come to?
Sorry, I'm just feeling very down and tearful today, needed to vent.
There is one good thing.......... Wimbledon!!