After another disastrous 2 weeks Home leave where I literally didn’t get out of bed, and a bad court hearing, I’ve been readmitted, diagnosed with major depressive disorder. They’ve put me on trazodone and lithium in a last ditch attempt to sort me out and discharge me. I’m now on venlafaxine, aripiprazole, zopiclone, haloperidol, clonazepam, trazodone and lithium. I’m praying that the new meds sort me out, im desperate to go home and get my motivation back.
I’m only allowed to see my kids for 2 hours a week and I’ve gone two weeks without seeing them which has made my depression even worse. I don’t want to lie in bed all day everyday but that’s what I do.
I hope everyone else is well, I’m sorry I only come on to moan! Xx