I wonder if anyone has had pychosis that manifested in terror around the baby. In my case I was terrified of the baby. Could barely be near her and was absolutely terrified to be alone with her. I was not sleeping and had a belief that she had ruined my life and that I was trapped. I had severe panic attacks, and was throwing up constantly, I. Addition to a very severe depression that made me barely able to function. I live in the us so getting care was difficult and expensive. I had to be separated from my baby for several months. Just curious if anyone had this experience of not being able to be near baby. I also had visions of her in the future and they scared me, even though they shouldn't have. Imagined her walking, crawling etc. Anyone, just wondered. I feel quite alone even just experiencing pychosis, never met anyone who had this. This was my third baby, so it was all very strange.