Idk why but for the past week i've been thinking like something bad is gonna happen.. I think it could be bcus my long distance boy friend is coming tomorrow at 8pm.. I miss him so much and havent seen him for a month! Maybe thats why??
But ive also been very stressed and so ive been thinking like i said, that something bad is gonna happen and so for some reason when i get in bed right now i think i'm going to die tonight.. Wtf? Im going crazy?? How many ppl have thought this? Lol.. Im scaring myself. I took some pills an hour ago.. Maybe im paranoid they're gonna harm me. I hate taking pills lol
Well.. I'm in need of comfort.. I have my bf on facetime but he doesnt understand fully my anxiety. Its been bad lately and im trying to control it:/
Hope everyone is having a good/better night/day! Im sorry i havent been on here in a while.. Forgive me.
With love, Vic