Hi Everyone...........

How is everyone doing?? I've kept a low profile as not feeling great.... had a few meltdowns and really struggling with anxiety too........ it seems to be getting a grip on me........Anyway I hope everyone else is ok??

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Hi Anne sorry to hear u r not to good at the moment. I hope u feel at least abit better in the morning. Sending u lots of ((((hugs)))) xxx

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thank you xx

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Hi anne

Sorry you havnt been doing great

But you are on now & you no if we keep talking it can help

Dont no whats been happening to make you feel like you do but sending hugs

((((((hugs)))))

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Thanks whywhy.....culmination of everything that's happened over last year or so..... still waiting for cbt..... anyway how are you?? xx

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O anne sorry , but you have done so well & i have always had faith in you & still have

I am still waiting as well hun , I had to want to see a phycologist as I do believe that will the best for me long term , & I have up to a year to wait , so I no its frustrating

But we have each other to help , so keep coming on

xxx

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I was referred last sept...... not sure how much longer I will have to wait..... Ive finished working for my friend cos couldn't cope with it, so trying to give myself some space and just do hats when I feel like it and not put pressure on myself..... I'll get there..... Im sure we all will!! Thanks for your lovely words........ I hope everything is ok with you?? xx

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Have you given them a ring anne & asked where you are on the list ? i would , might help to no , as for CBT thats a long wait , I would be making sure they hadnt forgotten me

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yup, I rang a few months ago and I ws 85 on the list of 100 ish, tried ringing again n it said the number was unobtainable. ... rang my docs for number and tried ringing new number, no answer..... saw doc again last week and he gave me info for mind.... I think that I may have to go see him again, cos im getting that im struggling through the day,,,,, might see if he can up my anti-dep but been on them a while and already on 45mg..... but im getting that im not coping xx

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Flipping heck anne , thought where I am from that we had a long wait , but sounds like its even longer to wait where you are

I think you should go & see your GP , infact I hope you do

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I saw him Monday but cos I held it together just gave me details for mind, and said come back in 4 weeks xx

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Well anne , I to am guilty of holding it together , why I dont no , because then no one gets the full picture , but if you feel you cant wait 4 weeks , go back & this time let it all out

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Thanks whywhy, I think I may have to...... xx

[simon12]

Hi I'm simon.....

I feel like that all the time

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Its horrid isn't it?? and so debilitating , Ive had episodes before, but its never easy when it comes back!!

[london-man]

Hi Anne, I hope it gets better soon and it will xxx

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Thank you....... I hope so too....... for everyone!! x

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Hi Anne sorry to hear you've not been great, but it's good your back on here. Keep blogging.hope things improve for you soon x

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thanks Will..... how you doing?? x

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Not great been a real struggle the last month or so. Trying to stay positive, but it's getting harder.

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yup its got harder for me too............. I was doing so well..... n the depression and anxiety has just got a grip x

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Crap ain't it. I see your still waiting for some help. I started CBT on Friday. Not sure if its the right thing for me, but I'll see how it goes. How's your hat business going?

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Well Im not making any money at it.... got the website up and running but doesn't seem to be getting any orders..... so Im just letting it ride, don't help when you haven't got any money and not structure to your day..... but to be honest I couldn't cope with a job right now..... you managing to get to work.... problem for me is I gave up my job to go up to stephens and so ive had to start all over again, and at the min its not really working...... Im sure it will pass........ my sons stillnot talking to me which don't help........ im a right case at the minute!! x

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I'm sure things will pick up soon just give it time. Yeah I bet that makes things difficult the lack of structure. Yeah still gettin to work it's a saving grace at the moment. It's one of the few things that keeps me busy. Sorry to hear your still not talking to your son I'm sure he'll come to his senses.

Maybe you should put a link one here for your site do a bit of self promotion lol

[LadySaabra]

Hope you feel a bit better tomorrow - tis another day after all. Anxiety is so much fun - up, down, left, right, diagonal and do a few corkscrews...

x sam

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thanks sam.......... it seems to have been going on forever............x

[fadedlizard]

Hi Anne,

Sorry you've been feeling so low. It seems to be like that for a lot of us at the moment.

Please keep posting, love so we can support you.

Love,

Lizard.xxx

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Thanks Lizard, and to everyone, it really helps to know im not going crazy, cos it feels like that sometimes.........xx

[bonnie1959]

Hello Ann, nice to meet you ,sorry to hear you are not feeling good, hope you do feel better very soon.

Bonnie

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[Jeffju]

Do hope you are feeling better soon. I had a very tearful weekend but feeling bit better now. It's lousy how it just overcomes us and spoils our enjoyment of life. I think this site is wonderful as you don't feel you're the only one and the support is great. Better days ahead for us all I hope. xx

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Nice to see old friends back to chat ,I was hoping you were not on site as you were doing good,

And to Leah 12,Welcome.