Deja Vu

[guitaristepiphone]

I think I am stuck in a constant deja vu. I cannot cross 14 feb. Today is 10th feb. This is getting horrifying now.

[CLB1125]

why can’t you pass the 14th? What significance does that day hold?

[guitaristepiphone in reply to CLB1125]

I have a performance (I'm a guitarist and a musician) coming up on that day. And I don't have a gf. I am 20. Only had one in whole life and she was horrifying.

[CLB1125 in reply to guitaristepiphone]

What type of music do you play? There’s nothing wrong with not having a gf. It’s nice to have a companion but you are young yet. Enjoy this time in your life. I regret not taking that time to just have fun and pursue my dreams. What is something you want to do? When I got out of high school I wanted to be a truck driver. Instead I got a job in a laundry, got married and had children. Im now 65 years old and have never drove a truck.

[guitaristepiphone in reply to CLB1125]

I play rock and pop mainly. You SAID THESE EXACT SAME WORDS YOUR ID YOUR EXACT WORDS FEW DAYS OR A WEEK AGO! I wanna become a rockstar. I am btw. I play since above 10 years, hello! Oh. SAME WORDS!!!!!! GOD PLS HELP ME!

[CLB1125 in reply to guitaristepiphone]

I did say these words awhile ago. Because I regret not following my dreams and it’s part of my mental illness. I am so paralyzed by fear, that I did nothing my whole life! That’s why I encourage you to have fun while you are single. It must be exciting to play music.

[guitaristepiphone in reply to CLB1125]

It is THE BEST FEELING IN THE WHOLE WORLD. I can play for hours and hours. I sleep little. Because it is so much interesting. But sleep like a baby. Also I am saying we had these EXACT CONVERSATION ON 10TH FEB EARLIER SOMEDAY.