Gratefulness

[Starrlight]

I am grateful for all of my mom’s caregivers and hospice nurses and that I can spend so much time with her especially since my kiddos have a 4 day weekend and also so grateful that mom is comfortable and at peace.

[Starrlight]

Thank you Beautiful Twinklystar! How are you?

[Starrlight]

I’m tired too. I slept 7pm- 1 am not dleepy just tired out from life. Feeling a bit anxious but I’m also looking forward to having my best friend over on Saturday.

Where’s pixie?

[AnxiousSilver]

This community.

[Dolphin14]

I am grateful that your mom is peaceful and comfortable. I'm grateful you can be with her.

I'm grateful we are friends.

❤️🐬

[Starrlight in reply to Dolphin14]

Thank you beautiful she is also strong and patient

Me too

❤️⭐️

[melbrown]

I am grateful your mom is in a good place- been thinking about you. 🫂Trying to think of something I'm grateful for... been struggling lately. Guess my job, gives me purpose & distraction... coffee & chocolate which are what I'm currently running on.

[Starrlight in reply to melbrown]

Mel, I had to call the 24/7 line because my mom was in pain even with the med so they said to up the dose.

I’m sorry you are struggling. Me too on the coffee; I just got an espresso maker. Cheers to you and may your coffee and chocolate continue to be there for you ha!

[melbrown in reply to Starrlight]

💐 Hope everything is better... I am still grieving over Hansie ... unfortunately Jan has a few bad anniversaries- finding out his cancer diagnosis, losing my husband & mines first pet (cat), having the suicidal thoughts for the 1st time & going to crisis... plus the feeling of abandonment is just overwhelming right now. Though I get why I feel that way & I know it's to a reality... still hard. Sorry that was a lot...😣

Must go find chocolate 🍫... the best medicine 😅

[Starrlight in reply to melbrown]

((((((((Hansie))))))))) ((((((((((Mel))))))))))) you lost your husband Mel? Wha? I’m so sorry. May the chocolate be plentiful tonight. I’m having Kava tea as I sit by my mom as she sleeps. I hope you’re not having suicidal thoughts right now? I was having them the other day and feeling I am disgusting and a terrible person on and on and my therapist said I called those things up to let go of them as I heal.

[melbrown in reply to Starrlight]

Our 1st pet as a couple... it was pretty traumatic... sorry for the confusion. No active suicidal thoughts- mostly the fear of going back to that dark place. When they do come... they are like a passing thought, almost triggering like. My old therapist said it's normal... still hate them 😒 but eventually we'll heal. FYI you are not terrible or disgusting. 🫂💗

Hope you are enjoying your tea. Heading home soon... looking forward to kitten snuggles, chocolate milk & some rest.

[Starrlight in reply to melbrown]

The kitten snuggles sounds amazing. And I hope you have a really good rest.