Sorry haven't been in group

[Fruitsofspirit]

Been going through anxiety, fear, etc with all the meds changes they keep doing. Not explaining anything to me. Overwhelming fear and anxiety I can barely move in fear. Hope all hanging in and some good happening. Hanging tightly on the Lord

[Hidden]

Fruitsos -I am sorry it is that bad for you and you have support here. When they change medications they should tell you. I think it will help you to know what they are thinking.

[Agora1]

Med changes are always anxiety provoking. Trust in the Lord that these changes willbenefit you by giving you a new perspective with your physical health. xx

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to Agora1]

I been through so many different drugs charges I have a wide variety collection of medications I don't take anymore. It been said ur on hospice so getting addicted doesn't matter but for some reason it doesn't to me. It's making me feel I'm failing the Lord. Right now I feel I can't be help to others when I'm not doing well myself. I really care and love you all.

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to Fruitsofspirit]

Thank you so much I appreciate you and needing to carry

[Agora1]

You are not failing anyone. Your love and caring spirit in this group more than shows each time you post. When you aren't doing well, that is the time to step back and

let us carry you through. It works both ways dear friend. xx

[Mumma_h]

Hi fruitofspirit,I’m struggling too with worrying about pleasing god. Struggling with something and it’s absolutely doing my head in because I want to please god and I’m supposed to be getting baptised in a week. Will god accept me ??? I ask over and over? Will I always fail ? But surely if we can accept and understand each other with no judgment, only understanding and compassion then surely our lord can too as he said . Also I’m not plugging any particular medication because what works for one might not work for another but I’ve found escitalpram the best so far,been on it a couple years , no side effects , managing ok . Still have bad days but that’s also due to family stresses, that have been extremely traumatic, almost lost both my sons to suicide this year, one in an extreme terrible way, praise god they are still here, I don’t know how , they’re very lucky and so am I . I’ve never had a doctor explain the medications to me either, not once!! . No talk of watching for side effects no follow up appointments... just here take this and you’ll be right . Luckily I figured out my last medication, sertraline , caused my anxiety to sky rocket , it was horrible!!! Sure enough , went to docs , got something else , and the anxiety subsided . I will ask god now to please please relieve you of yours and give you peace of mind 💕

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to Mumma_h]

Thank you I'm praying that too. It's been hard. Keep praying.

[Mumma_h in reply to Fruitsofspirit]

I understand, Ive been there, yes it is so very hard , Praying for you now💕,believe me I had depression that I can only describe as hellish (after a 20yr extremely abusive marriage.)It was shocking, but somehow I’m sooo much better, I wouldn’t say this unless it was true because it’s a big statement to make,if I can find happiness again anyone can , please believe me. It might sound strange to some but I can only come to the conclusion Jesus healed me because at that time I wasn’t on meds or at counseling,I was soooo far gone . I just wanted you to know that , please believe me , have hope !!! You never know what god will do soon 😇🙏🌈❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[Fruitsofspirit in reply to Mumma_h]

So glad u doing better. Slowly getting there. God healing is so good. Hugs and prayers