Im Sorry ...!

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I Really Wanted To Only Spread Positivity In This Place , But I need To Talk To Someone Without Feeling Like Im Dramatic Or im Just Thinking That Im The Only Person Whos Suffering I dont Wanna be Judged , But I Dont Feel Okay , at all and its not just now Its Been Like Forver , I Dont Want God To Be Mad At Me For Thinking About Ending My Life , I Had Depression Sinse I was A child And I Used To Think This Darkness Inside Of Me Is My Personality And Everyone is like this , but I Realized That This Called Depression And Others Dosent Feel This Heaviness I Feel Inside Of me There is alot of darkness ..I Dont See Life Normally , I Dont Feel Life Normally , There Is Nothing Wrong With Life , There Is Something Wrong With Me , That Day I Was Sitting With People That Are Close To Me I Was Feeling Like I Cant Live Anymore I Barely Can Breath , Everyhing Was Heavy , life itself was So Heavy , I Asked Them : Dont You Feel Like Everything Is So Heavy Like Life Itself Is Heavy" And They Said They Dont , That Life Is Fine , Thats When I Start To Realize People Dont Feel Like I Do , I Wanna Feel Fresh , I Want To Feel Normal , I Dont Wanna Be Depressed ,,.