So tomorrow is my birthday. I rarely get excited this time of year, especially in the last couple years. In fact I’m going to spend it at work I’m choosing to treat it like any other day.
Each year that I get older rather than celebrate my life I mourn the “age milestones” I didn’t hit. It makes me depressed and I get into a funk for the whole month before the day.
I’m watching my peers buy homes, get married and have children and I haven’t done any of those things. I know these are just milestones set in my head but I can’t help but feel disappointed in my self for not being where I want to be.
And even worse, here I am having a pity party for myself when there are so many out there wishing their loved ones lived to see another birthday.
Just my yearly prebirthday funk and I needed a place to vent.