Alcohol

[Cat26538]

Went to my first aa meeting tonight. It went well. However I ended up drinking. I just want this to stop.

[Sun_flower16]

In good time you will succeed, no doubt! Good luck on your journey.

[fauxartist]

Have you ever thought about self sabotage.....I used to do it all the time. When ever a solution was at hand.....I'd 'f' it up because I didn't realize I was even doing it, but somewhere in my mind, I had such self loathing that I didn't feel I deserved to be happy or get better.

[alxa]

Congratulations ! But you have to control yourself in the initial. Follow the instruction at AA and hope have great time ahead for you. Best Wishes