I had a very awful PE August of 2018 from Birth control use and have never fully recovered and very tired of crying to my GP what feels like round the clock.
First I was told recovery would be quick once I went on treatment after being hospitalised , resuscitated and treated for heart attack until extensive PE picked up 4 days later.
Then I could not walk anywhere further than the bathroom and with extreme difficulty due to dizziness and shortness of breath and chest pain, I self discharged 8 days later as it was horrific being in hospital and just laying there unable to move around I wanted to lay in my own bed. Reluctantly hospital agreed but I had to attend 3 times a week for blood tests and everytime they wanted to readmit me and this went on for 4 months.
8 months on I had recurring excruciating right sided chest pain that woke me up in my sleep and rushed to hospital several times, but told it was in my head cos PE tests and heart traces were clear and heart scan 3 months after had shown full recovery of my right artery which a clot had damaged. I took pain meds for long time after that until a CT scan 8 months later showed swelling to right lung.
But I eventually went back to work as my mobility improved and I was getting used to the constricted chest feeling which meant coming home shattered and going straight to bed, and zero house chores. I lived with poisoned feeling from warfarin , cold all the time, shortness of breath and fatigue and inability to exert and pain.
Then 15 months later switched to Edoxaban, helped a lot in the poisonous feeling department and almost weekly clinic visits. I could by then climb a single flight of stairs and walk with more ease. But By December last year I had random bleeding in my urine, bowels and teeth, heavy periods, on and off excruciating pelvic pain, chronic bloating, constipation and continued fatigue and pain that flares up in my right lung whenever I try to exert, nausea and severe headaches on and off and constant muscle pain in my legs.
I tried to get used to my new normal but it's hard because it's two years on and I have made no further improvements. Now I also get random body swelling (feet ankles, legs, breasts, face, fingers) when it gets warm or I try to exercise (I'm still hopeful) and it takes hours sometimes days to subside and it hurts to stand on my feet when this happens. I still get pain in my right chest when I try to exercise i.e walk fast on a treadmill so I quit. My weight yoyo's by as much as 5kg as a result of this swelling.
I have to force myself to do some of the chores around my home and its tough, but I force it to stay active, also get frequent chest infections when it's cold and often my fingers and toes feel icy even though other people say it's not cold. It makes me cry and my question is will I ever be normal again, is there anything I can do to get a semblance of normalcy which everyone else with PE seem to be experiencing?
Sorry its long but if you can relate or advise I really would love to hear it because my GP makes me feel like I should have been over all this by now and I haven't seen GP since February when I was referred for colonoscopy which was cancelled due to pandemic and the fact that I had an ongoing chest infection. Thank you for reading my essay.