I really struggle with my weight, I looked up ED's and found BED. I think I have this.
I hate eating in front of other people as I feel they are judging me. So I copy what other people eat and console myself by bingeing later on by myself. I spend horrendous amounts of money on food and sneak it into my room and eat it all. I eat until I'm nearly sick or just really overfull. I hardly ever feel normal 'full'. After a meal I just don't feel hungry but I feel like I could still eat more, so I do.
I'll make special trips to the shop to buy special foods, I read that this is often a symptom of BED.
I'm always thinking about food.
I wake up and think about breakfast. Then I think about lunch. Then tea and snacks etc.
If I go out for the day, no matter who with or where, I'm always thinking about what we're going to eat and where.
If I'm bored, sad, happy, worried any of these I turn to food.
Does anyone else feel like this? Should I go to the Doctor?
Thanks for reading