None of us know what the NY will bring, but I hope for better things and as I sit in my conservatory overlooking the field in brilliant sunshine and listening to Tobacco Road by Dire Straits and being pestered by a miniature dachshund to come out and play - I’m glad to be alive and able to enjoy this beautiful world.
2018 was the worst and the best as far as energy levels and health were concerned. I loved the summer (yes, even the heat) and as soon as the cold season started down I go, I started and ended the year with a chest infection and that always triggers a cascade of stuff so I’m by no means at my best right now but I guess I have learned there will be no perfect time to do stuff so just go do it anyway.
My hopes for 2919
A new garden - at the moment just at the planning stage
Get my pacemaker sorted ASAP
Decorate the house
See more of family and friends
More tolerance, patience and compassion for myself, without offering to myself - how can I offer to every being that I share this planet with including those who may want to harm me?
To feel the love and banish the fear, whatever happens.💕
Keep looking and moving forward rather than looking back and wishing for what was, enjoy the moment.
Oh, and I did drink and it was fine. I don’t know why a few years ago I could t take a sip and now it doesn’t bother me at all. Weird but I do think the fear is more problematic.
I wish you all only beautiful things.