since I am so afraid to die, I am trying to reduce my fear by understanding and preparing for it, right now I have bone mets all over my body and my chemo will not be working for me someday, so what is hospice like for prostate cancer? do we just stay all jacked up on morphine and other painkiller drugs while the cancer eats my organs?
I just don't want to suffer too much (I already have suffered greatly)
any thoughts on that? I hope you don't find this post in bad taste, I have been fighting this for six years now and may only have a few years left.