Hi, I'm newly diagnosed with adult ADHD. I haven't been to my follow up eval yet, so I'm not sure which type. Likewise, never been on any meds and kind of scared that this is where it's leaning in order to just finally live a normal life. I both love and loathe the thought of a normal life because so much time has elapsed that I'm so far behind everyone else I know; I feel like I have to kick it up double time just to make up for lost time. I'm so far behind in life, period, that I've withdrawn from people I know just because we no longer have anything in common. It's frustrating and lonely.