My son is diagnosed with ADHD plus a cognitive learning disorder. I believe his is autistic as well. I am getting him seen next week for testing autism. My problem is that I am having trouble controlling him because I was raised with a schizophrenic, bi-polar, antisocial disorder sister and I am still so traumatized by what she did to me as a kid. My parents didn’t know what to do with her and had no insurance to help. They were very permissive. She got literally everything handed to her for being bad just so she would leave them alone. I am doing the same thing. My son will not, will not, will not quit nagging me about everything!! It reminds me of what my sister did to me and I can’t take it any longer. I do my best to handle myself but he just won’t stop. I blow up on him all the time. He doesn’t realize that he is pushing all of my buttons. I feel like he is going to ruin my entire life just like how my sister has completely ruined my father’s life and has traumatized me. I feel awful. I don’t know what to do. I thought I would be more accepting of his disabilities because I know disorders first hand. But I am not. I am so resentful. I’m resentful of my own childhood and I don’t want to be resentful of my son’s.