Hi it's my first time here and I thought about trying something because sometimes it's hard to talk about negative thoughts to my friends especially I don't want to scare them.
It's not the first time I have felt really alone in life yeah I have a family and friends but sometimes it's like I just don't belong here. Years ago I got really depressed but never looked for help just talked about with friends. But I don't know lately I just feel I'm in the wrong place I don't know who I am and what I want in life. I have a job and good friends but the is still to much emptyness in my life. I tried turning to God but seeing it's really hard to believe and not be judged I just lost all hope.