What do I feel

Hi all,

I read a post about someone and all their feelings resonated with me. I am in a loving relationship and I have grown up children, yet I feel totally worthless and am struggling to see a future. I have struggled with depression for a number of years now and I know that it never goes away and you cope with the feelings day to day (jeez I am crying as I write this). It is hard to see good in every day I live yet there is good there to be felt. I feel so so guilty to feel the way I do yet can't help it and that adds to the overall feeling of worthlessness and guilt. I have really tried to overcome the feelings I have and I can do it on some days, yet I know my real feelings are lurking beneath the surface. I guess it is my curse to bear but I feel so sorry for those who care enough to be around me.

[Natsteveo]

Hi Hidden

I'm so sorry you are going through this depression and anxiety are the worst as you battle with yourself all the time.you can go weeks feeling bearable then !!wham!!! More anxiety it's not nice....

Have you had any councilling?