Hi everyone, this is my first time posting on this site so sorry if this is straightforward and weird. I'm currently in my sophomore year of high school, and for the past year and a half I've been noticing I'm becoming less and less motivated to try hard in school, and my attitude and behavior has been changing for the worse. I was diagnosed with ADD in 7th grade, but I managed to cope with it and get mostly A's throughout 7th and 8th grade (with medication). However, especially this year, my grades have been dropping and even with a coach I meet with twice a week to help me in staying motivated and prepared for all assignments, tests, etc. I feel like I'm wasting my parents money. Sometimes I find myself lying to the coach and telling her that I'm following our plan when in reality I'm just procrastinating on electronics or something else. My mother notices, and I can clearly tell she's disappointing in me. And she has every reason to be. But even with that knowledge and wanting to improve my school life, I continue to stay with these bad habits. I also feel like I'm way behind others in my grade in regards to maturity, and responsibility, and grades. Is there a reason for this or am I just overly paranoid?