Thought i would try and get a ...

Thought i would try and get a bit of help.

I am only 18.

I have now gotten to the point where i am literally just dazing through the days if that makes sense.

My memory is getting worse and worse and i also cannot remember things sometimes that happened 5 minutes before.

I am so so unhappy but i am so good at making people believe that i am perfectly fine so no one suspects anything.

I have reached the point where i dont see the point in doing anything productive or useful as i have the set mindset that im not going to be around for many more years.

I really do want to go to the doctors but i am terrible with talking to people and i am worried they wont take me seriously or whatever.

I dont see the point in getting up in the mornings and 2 weeks ago i was so set on ending things i ended up at the trainstation for 3 and a half hours.

I know it will sound silly but i am so scared of myself but then again im not at the same time.

I cant put anything into words, this is not even a little bit of how im feeling at the moment.

Im just worried that i will get pushed so far to the point where i do something i regret and it doesnt work., or than again it does work and ive ruined things.

I dont know if that makes sense? I dont know what do do anymore and i hate this

[chloe40 Administrator]

Hello there Hidden

Welcome to our Community.

I'm so sorry you are feeling so awful but I'm pleased you found your way here.

Please, please go to your Dr. and tell them everything you've told me, if you find it difficult to speak the words as many of us do, copy and paste your post, print and give it to the Dr. to read. That way he/she will really be able to understand exactly what's happening to you. Believe me it's the best way and you need and deserve help now, so will you make that appointment and let me know when you have?

If you find that you need to speak with someone in the meantime, contact any of the resources below.

healthunlocked.com/above-be...

And please come back to us for support as well, we're routing for you.

Take care

Chloe

[CapitalT]

Hello there @ jjh-px , I'm with @chloe40 , see your GP and ask for help.

Times can get tough and often all we need is little support.

Good luck