After my last post, just updating to say I saw the private ENT consultant on Friday.
Appointment......The first thing that blew me away at the appointment was that somebody was actually listening to me and asking me questions instead of staring at me like I'm an idiot like the last 2 GPs have done. I felt quite happy that he said he could send me for an MRI but I'd have to pay for it, he felt it wasn't necessary until I get my NHS appt through, he examined my jaw, neck, ears and I had a scope up both nostrils and ears, showed all good in ears, eustachian tubes good, sinuses good....altho one had a hole in it so he looked in there and said nothing to worry about...it was fascinating watching it all, he talked me thru it all. So all the issues I'd raised he discounted. He says he feels it is blood pressure related, and says I need to control BP, the longer it goes on, the louder it gets, the more I focus on it, and it makes me more anxious. Viscious circle.
He has written to GP to ask him to do some more audiology tests - mine were normal - but he felt they should be repeated and a pressure test done as I can't pop my ears. He is also asking for Thyroid test (don't ask me why), something else I can't remember (but I'll get a copy of his letter) and Tinnitus therapy. He advised to always have sound on - TV, radio, white noise, day or night just to try to stop the noise being the focus. Drink plenty of water. Take propranolol.
How do I feel? - pleased that he listened to me and reassured me.
Anxious that the PT and T still is louder than ever today (theres that vicious circle again), all day long, despite me surrounding myself with noise......I play white noise at bedtime and it really helps but its not something I can have playing all day!
Today, on reflection I still don't have lots of answers I hoped to have - why do I still get the echoing, the head pressure and earache and ear clogging / muffling........BP seemed to be what he focussed on although I'm not on BP medication as GP said he isn't worried about it.....but I do feel better for seeing somebody knowledgeable and KIND!! I chose carefully. I'm hoping I can reduce my anxiety and learn to live with it whilst I wait for my NHS ENT appt (can't afford to have private MRI etc). So actually - I don't believe I achieved anything other than somebody with the clinical acumen telling me he believes it is OK to wait until I see NHS ENT for investigation, probably Sept 2024. I would trust his opinion rather than my GPs, so that ticked one box.
I still question why (my) GPs just be kind or at least try to understand our very crazy symptoms. My last GP visit he told me it was probably TMJ related - the consultant said very unlikely. I still question why - when I have been told there will be an 18 month wait for NHS ENT - GPs can't show more initiative and initiate some investigations. Who knows?? ENT may not be the most appropriate speciality for our probable cause....it may be that some of us may benefit more from a Neurologist referral. Is it all down to funding? It would make so much sense, and potentially save a lot of unnecessary appointments for the patient.
He did tell me if you need to read, don't spend hours reading rubbish......go directly to the British Tinnitus Association and then you can trust what you read.....I told him I already did and found their (your) information invaluable!