I have done research , I have been asking questions, I have seen a doctor from 'the list'. All of these to make myself to try any of the thyroid medication. I have tried levothyroxine, NDT reviews are mixed. I wasn't reassured by a doctor. I was left to try things for myself. I already suffer a lot, that includes my stomach and on psychological level I am not able to force myself to swallow armour or other NDT, I can't take levothyroxine either( tried and have stomach pain)
I am scared that whatever I take I will make myself suffer more. My gastrointestinal system is so damaged by food poisoning with campylobacter and I have developed so many allergies that even a tiny trace of an allergen can cause damage to my stomach and intestines. I don't want to risk more pain and the chances of full recovery are not great so I am really resigning from trying and I will just sit and wait till I die I suppose. It's sad but I have expierienced the worst from NHS and private medical 'professionals' that I am just giving up. I don't trust doctors and pharmaceutical companies and as sad as it is I can't go any further. I have never felt so hopeless in my life and I have been through a lot.
I wish everyone all the best.