Hi,
It's been a while since I have posted as everything was ticking along nicely. (I am so grateful for this as I have learned never to take feeling "normal" for granted!) However, over the last several weeks have felt increasingly poorly and wondering whether I am having a full-on autoimmune flare up.
Previously, I did get what I called "episodes" where for maybe a month to 6 weeks I would feel like I was "going down with something" (this is the best way I can describe it) so... fatigued/achey, washed out, you get the picture...that feeling you get the day before a nasty cold breaks! As far as "going down with something" is concerned nothing ever materialised and eventually whatever it was would lift and I would just know that I was back on form. I never really thought of these "episodes" as autoimmune flare-ups. Last one was Feb-March 2019 and nothing in particular showed up on blood tests.
With regard to what I am currently experiencing: Started feeling a bit "weary" at the end of April. Things have just continued to go downhill since then and currently feeling more poorly than I have felt for a long time. My knees hurt (every step is painful) my hands feel stiff (never had this before) I do feel like I am "going down with something" (v. fatigued/washed out, tiny bit sniffly). No real appetite but am making sure I eat. Occasionally nauseous. In short .....pretty "grotty" day in day out. This has been going on for over 2 months now.
I believe that my thyroid is stable. Been on the same dose since 2014 and thyroid blood tests always same old same old. Did a Medichecks test mid June (just to be sure) and, as ever, T3 suppressed (I take T4 and T3 combo) and T3 and T4, as they ever are, mid range. Logically, considering these tests are as they ever have been and normally I am fine, I have dismissed thyroid dosage issue as a possibility.
Also did an iron panel at the same time. Everything looking healthy except Ferritin: 34ug/L (13-150). I fully appreciate that Ferritin needs to be a lot higher for thyroid. I do have to work at keeping Ferritin up, have had problems with Ferritin before but never felt quite like I do at the moment . The less than optimal Ferritin did surprise me as I have a superb diet: eat liver at least twice a week and always make sure I take some Vit C at the same time to get maximum absorption. Also super healthy diet otherwise (gluten and diary free). Paleo....lots of bone broth....you get the picture!
CRP was LOW: <0.3 (0-5). Why then the achey knees/stiff hands??
Followed up with a Covid antibodies test (Medichecks) and that came back resolutely negative so I know I haven't picked anything up.
GP fantastic and feeling no better end of June had a raft of blood tests done. My Folate (>20ug/L range: >5.4) and B12 (908ng/L range: 211-911 - perhaps I could dial the B12 back a bit?) both better than they have ever been. Vitamin D wasn't tested but I do supplement with good quality Vit D3 on a daily basis.
Two things:
1) My ferritin had dropped to 15ug/L (range: 10-291) since testing 3 weeks earlier. This despite increased consumption of liver and addition of 1 x Spatone daily to get my Ferritin up.
2) My white blood cells were also low 2.7 (bottom of range was 3.9). I always have a borderline/low white cell count and have previously been monitored for Neutropenia but never really got to the bottom of the cause. I think this could be autoimmune?? On this occasion lower than usual. If this is an autoimmune flare up could it also have suppressed my white blood cells??
GP has asked to repeat blood tests ( which I am due to do on Friday). However, I just feel dreadful. This "episode" seems a lot longer and a lot "deeper" than previous. Really trying to look after myself but body just not playing ball.
Earlier this year I did have a very intense period of stress (several things came at the same time which I felt I had very little control over). To a lesser degree the stress has been ongoing. As I do, I seem to take it in my stride at the time and do what needs to be done, but wondering if it has triggered current issues.
The thought of getting out in the mountains sustained me through lockdown and normally, although I do have a few ups and downs physically speaking, I am very fit and active but I am completely floored at the moment. Just sat waiting it out but increasingly anxious that this might be the start of a new and more unpleasant chapter. That's stressful!!
Thanks for reading...any thoughts gratefully received.