Iv been diagnosed with hypothyroidism and prescribed 125mg levothyroxine and have been taking them on and off for 5 years , i say on and off because im convinced they are making me feel worse but iv been taking my daily dose continually for a year and in that year iv gained 3st in weight and as im only 4ft 11 that classes me as obese . I suffer from scoliosis of the spine and chronic muscl and joint pain . Im clinically depressed and shattered 24/7 i feel robbed of my life and im practically a recluse . Iv sobbed my heart out to my GP begging for T3 to be given on prescription as its obviously not converting naturally he point blank refuses and prescribed prozac which i literally threw back at him .. im atthe end of my tether and literally feel hopeless and quite frankly not caring if i live or die i know that sounds pathetic but its too im in so much pain and the weight is debilitating and painful to carry . Iv exhausted all avenues even offered to pay for T3 myself but gp remains adament and refuses to prescribe it ...can anyone advise me please via pm how i can obtain it out of the UK ? Please ... im desperate ... much appreciated for advice .