Hi I just recently had blood tests that have shown my thyroid is under active, I'm now waiting 3 months for a further blood test to confirm that and then my doctor said I will need to take drugs for life. He said I'm borderline I had to say if this is borderline I don't know how I can feel worse all of a sudden a whole list of things I had been experiencing and explaining away are linked I've been feeling like I'm going crazy the itching the tiredness aching my hair falling falling out. I've always been ditzy but I'm forgetting everyone and some days just getting the kids to and from school is to much. People have said it's a relief you know what it is and you be fine now but I don't feel fine and for the last 6-7 months of my life I've have not been fine, I'm a mother of 4 and I don't feel like much of a mum right now . I know this is a long rant I guess really I just wanted to know other people's views from those who have felt it this does not feel like nothing to me. Thanks for reading.