Feel so down today . It's a beautiful day out there and I'm sitting here in my bedroom feeling absolutely grim . I feel as though I've lost all my mojo and my whole being is full of sadness . I can't motivate myself to do anything - it's as though my energy levels have totally drained away . I saw my dr last Friday and she wanted to prescribe anti depressants but I am really not keen .now I am beginning to wonder if I should take them . Thyroid wise my levels are 'normal' though my neck feels slightly swollen and 'glandy' .