First off i find this website so relieving because its nice to know im not the only person out there.
I guess i always feel lonely and depressed, but just reading about how im not the only one living with this disgusting disease. I hate living like this my life changed dramatically ever since i first started getting sick.
My memory makes me sad because i just cant help it and i forget everything! i mean everything.
Today i went to get some groceries and i was trying to get some cilantro for some salsa that i was making and i brought home some Parcely, i forgot the onions and a bag of dorritos i was suppose to bring as well. I made a list to specificly not to forget anything i viewed the list like 10 times and i still forgot all that. i had bought a 24 pack of coca-cola and i placed it under the cart i did want to squish nothing. As i was leaving the store i placed everything in my car and i forgot the soda. when i get home i realized that i was forgetting some things.
I went back to the store to buy what i forgot to buy. I went back with my please dont forget nothing mentality. So i ended up getting everything i had to but another 24 pack of soda but wait!
the lady at the register noticed how i went back for the cilantro and another 24 pack and she told me i figured you were making salsa i was going to tell you about how you had parsley not cilantro but i figured it was non of my business, and she asked me if it was the same sodas i had earlier and i old her how i had left them under the cart and she giggled telling me how today is not my day, she tells me dont worry we all have those days, tomorrow will be a better day for you.In my head i was so great full that theirs kind people out there but what she doesn't know is i live with these problems.
i get home and realized i forgot the stupid Doritos! !m so mad how i do this stuff all the time! everyday its always something. I always forget my cellphone, i misplace my things all the time.
Someone tell me something funny because im soo freaking upset.