Hello everyone, I am sorry for posting but my grief feels overwhelming.......... i need to let it out.
My beautiful Josie (20 1/2 year old cat) was put to sleep, It has knocked me for six to say the least.
It feels so empty in the house, all her belongings gone, no cuddles or purring in my ear. I feel lonely - no one to love or to feel loved. She was always with me especially in her later years and i was very attached to her,to have her put down was absoutely heart wrenching, I feel gulity but her health was bad, I had know real option. (Sweet dreams Princess, you will always be in my heart)
I am so very unhappy : <
I also had a letter from the useless specialist (who promised he was going to refer me on) but said the tests were negative so nothing to be done, I am in shock because you can see with your own eyes that there is an issue - my health issues are to difficult so I get tossed out and left to fend for myself.
Does know one care anymore : <