Hi everyone, I should be bouncing off the ceiling, I'm stressed out and moving on Thursday, luckily not too far! What stresses me out is doctors almost 2 years down the line after deciding to have children and nothing no support no help no nothing as I was assaulted at the age of 19 and unsupported then I find touch incredibly difficult, help! How do I get there at the age of nearly 42? I just can't stand my life no baby, a failure as a woman and baby clothes everywhere I go! Do I need a miracle? Yes I do. Help I've got everything else except the 1 thing I want!