Hi Brain Tumour Charity community
It seems I've resisted sharing about myself and my journey. So, this is a first step to open up and connect with this community.
In April, I blacked out on a Friday afternoon and woke up with bruises on my back, arm and chin. That led to 12 hours in A&E, getting admitted into hospital, and ultimately finding out I have a small, low-grade tumour on the left temple of my brain. Since that time, I have had two more seizures and blackouts. Most recently, in late July, I fell and fractured my upper left arm.
King's College Hospital scheduled brain surgery for me yesterday, 12th, but cancelled last Friday afternoon due to a more urgent case and then rescheduled for two weeks later on the 28th. I had been preparing myself mentally and emotionally, so it threw me for a loop when that all happened.
In addition to dealing with the tumour and seizures, my partner has struggled with the whole situation these past few months, and now our relationship is on the rocks. There have been mixed messages of suggesting we separate yet she loves me and wants to care for me after the surgery and during my recovery. It feels like she wants to be close and distant at the same time. I've let her know I don't have capacity for the emotional and mental turmoil and can only deal with my health and wellbeing until I am fully recovered.
So, it's been an intense few months, as you might imagine. Thankfully I have a supportive community of family, friends, colleagues and healthcare professionals around me, which helps a lot.
Thanks for reading my introductory post and allowing me to share. Please feel free to comment and share your thoughts. I look forward to getting to know you and your stories.
J
