Toxic

[Starbrush]

Quite ironic how the people around me who triggered my eating disorder are the same ones who are surprised when they “find out” what I had been doing. It’s hard to remember when you’d “harmlously” skip all your meals because you were getting thinner and then obsessing over it because “friends” said you still needed to lose more weight. I was at a healthy weight before starting, muscular of course a little pouch but that’s still healthy, yet I was told I was ugly for it. By my own “friends” I now have gained more weight than when I started I feel grossed with myself because I used to be so healthy and now I am not..