The docters say I have CREST and my Raynauds get worse and worse every winter. How am I suppose to get a job with everything has to be done with your hands? I have little disability now of about 690 a month and I cant get anymore. If my partner dies before me I am going to be homeless. I have max school loans because I didn't know this thing is going to get worse and the only thing I can of to do is be a high school special ed teacher. Today I am suppose tp be packing to move to another place and I am just paralyzed with dread.