dreaming and the onset of my autoimmune conditions

Hi Irene

Thanks for ploughing through it. Its a bit on teh long side I know. What you mention sounds really interesting, albeit disturbing soemtimes I imagine.

Im glad that your symptoms have declined. The fatigue is hard I know. I use to be very busy but getting motivation now can be hard.

best wishes

Hi Twitchytoes

I wrote it before the brain fog turned into a dense mist and tbh I find it hard to understand now. Its like it was written by a different person! Crazy as that might sound.

Hope phd application goes well. Sounds fascinating. I guess there is the question of what constitutes visibility/ invisibility. eg Is it visble when it affects your behaviour and those behavioural chnages are noticable to (a) people you know very well, (b) people you know; or (c) people in general? Or does it have to affect regularly repeated standard phsyical actiosn like walking or doe it have to be visible even when at rest? Sorry, was rambling.

Soemoen responed to my article to say that she knew she had come to accept her scleroderma when she dreamt of herself with it. I gues it raises the question of how we present ourselves to ours3lves as opposed to others (including through art. lit etc).

anyways, keep us posted please.

Nd hope infection clears up quickly.

R