Living beyond the 5 year mark

[Nanilynne]

OMG!!!! I never expected such a response. Everyone has made me feel better and my prayers are with all of you. I think the worst thing for me is I’m all alone and scared and mad at my husband for dying I know it ain’t right but that’s how I feel. It’s just hard lost my house my husband my 18 moved out last year and just broke my heart. I actually had to move back home with my 81 year old Mom I have not lived at home since I was 18. I’m so depressed sometimes I don’t get out of bed for days. The Prozac don’t help . And I cry everyday I hate that but I can’t help it when my husband died I got a job which was my first but at least it kept my occupied. Now I barely even leave my room, I don’t want to die like this . My husband only used one pack of diapers he stayed at home until the last few hours then I had to call ambulance he had blood coming out of every where he was so tired from the cancer he couldn’t even hold a cell phone. I heard God doesn’t give you more than you can handle. I just want to wake up from this nightmare!!! Please forgive me !!! My dad ray era are with th each and everyone of you guys. Thank you so much. Please forgive me for going on and on!!!!

[MyMiracle13]

It’s good to let this out of your system. Just remember that you are not alone. We have your back. You have been through so much and I hope you find your peace.❤️Maria

[Rbeth in reply to MyMiracle13]

I am on Valium, do restorative yoga and have acupuncture. I like to knit small blankets. I have been in business 50 years and can only go in several hours a week. The energy is draining. It is 5am. I’ll try to go back to sleep. Finding peace is hard. Bless everyone living with this disease. Thanks for reaching out. Reenie

[SabaAK]

OMG,it should be so hard for you(((. Have you tried Lexapro? It should work better than Prozac . For the First 2 weeks it makes you very anxious and then your body adjusting to it. I’ve been having anxiety and depression issues for a very long time and lexapro helps me a lot. Take care of yourself ❤️❤️🙏🙏